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Unpacking my luggage,
My emotions,
& the memory of those I hold dear –

Trying to get back to the rhythm
Of the life
That I allege to be living here.

Unpacking my souvenirs,
My apprehension,
& my lingering bursts of fear,

Trying to feel
Like I’m close to you,
Even while I’m holding you near.

Unpacking my gifts,
My smiles, my doubts,
My misgivings & regrets.

Trying to hold onto the Hope
That the best
Hasn’t happened yet.

Welcoming myself “Home”
With a promise,
& a sigh.

Trying not to dread
Tomorrow,
When we’ll again be saying goodbye.